Strpey Socks and Fabulous Fashion

?/?/?/?/?/?/ now tell me how many of you have felt that your life is just a bunch of question marks and dashes?? like sure you dont have the worst life but you want something more...something exciting something that you enjoy and something that will never end...havent you ever wanted to freeze a moment then replay it over and over again forever... or known a friend who you had always wished to stay with but who leaves! i guess thats kinda what i feel in a way i know im kinda wining...but mari left and i had gotten really close to her and sometimes i feel like i know my life isnt bad but its not what i want its not what i need its something that i have and isnt like terrible or horrific but just it feels wrong routine feels wrong life feels wrong...it just feels wrong...i dont know exactly how to put this its just i kinda feel whats the point? what am i gonna be excited about? who am i gonna look foward to seeing? what am i going to look foward to doing...so far with me its nothing..nothing nothing nothing just a bunch of ???????'s and i wont go into all the details right now but lets just say i havent been to happy this month but anyway im whining:P bye bye

I dont know why i titled this post will you as i dont even know what its about yet but hey! Well lets see in the x-factor diana vickers went out...jls eoughan (i think thats how he spells it) alex and jls...i want jls to win, in there last performance the cuutest one who is super duper small and cute did a flip (no trampolines lol) and then started dancing i thought it was gd!!!!! and then mari is going home super soon and its really depressing!!! i loves her so much so im not gonna think about it. Anyway other news...in winnie the pooh style...think think think...well im going to kenya soon and i know ohh and aww at me and think im weird all you like but im not actually looking foward to it i have my reasons but i wont go into them right now! And i watched notting hill which i really like considering i like hugh grant and Julia Robberts and so it kinda clicked with me and it looks like it was goodiez!!!! But yeah and i have recently been accused (on numarable occasions) of being immature but in my words...be a kid while you can be an adult when you get there!!! not like its a amazingly great saying its just something i decided on a while ago:P i dunno really what to right so i guess ill leave it here byeziez and ill try and post more now!!!

well as most of you know but i guess some of you dont there is this AMAZINGLY cool person staying with me called mari! she is literally a dream come true as i loves her so much! and we have had some amazingly fun times together e.g when we went to town in granny tights and massive coats and umbrellas...but a lot more to....and soon she is going back to south africa her home town... im amazingly upset about this but i know im just being selfish as its her home and everyone can tell she loves it there... but im sure this wont be our last meeting and as soon as i can get a paper round im getting one and saving up to go to south africa!!!! its not a maybe as i have to see her again after she leaves i remember one time she went to visit some friends in london and was gone for maybe 2 nights and the amount i missed her then was actually somthing i cant desccribe...for those of you who dont know her she is amazingly fun and funny although still being mature and tells you off when your wrong but you cant help loving her no matter what...whenever i have been evil mari has definetly kept me in my place and still dosent make me fell annoyed with her like i do with most adults *whistle whistle* but she is one of the people who after you meet you never want to lose...so whether she likes it or not im following her as soon as i get the money lol:P all those other dream places are gonna have to wait! well i gotta go as im not really meant to be on the comp but i have to tell you mari is amazing and for those of u who have met her i no you think so to and those of u who havent...your really missing out!!!