Strpey Socks and Fabulous Fashion

Hey everyone i just wanted to let you know about my new blog (the one i will from now on be posting on) its www.secretly-psycho.blogspot.com i solemly swear to update it more than i have this one...take a look:D

Bye

Hi everyone, i am now back from paris, i feel so lucky to have gone to two (spain, paris) such awesome and amazing countrys. Paris is what im going to talk about now as spain ive talked about before. Paris is an amazing city you enter it and its just so much different from anyone in england, the buildings are tall and old and you dont go far without a pharmacy or baker. They all seem quite friendly and hospitible and now im going to stop talking like some freakin weirdo who cant manage to use any improper words, i cant help doing that sometimes, sometimes i talk in such shortened terms you cant even understand them and sometimes its like the complete oposite. Im sitting here in my bright gold jaket and jeans and not a single inch of personality is coming out in this written thingy mo-jig. Anyway...PARIS. I had frogs legs and snails (ive already told most people this but i am so poud of it!:P) frogs legs tasted like chicken with the texture of fish and snails were squishy and garlicy. I then went to the Eifel Tower at night and that was just amazing it felt like being on top of the world, seeing all those lights, and thinking how many people belonged to those lights was mind boggling ths world really is big! And i went all the places one is expected to go when they visit, Arc de triumph, muesems, Notra Dam (how do you spell that?) and so on so forth i got 2 new awesome hats a pair of sunglasses and a flashing Eifel tower. It was just amazing i dont want to continue as typing is tiring my hands and i wont be able to finish but in person i proably wouldnt be able to stop talking!!

Other things that have been hapening: Well the house is just about to be put up for sale and as mum and dad REPEATEDLY say "GOD WILLING" we will be moving in september although i personally hope god wont be willing but i think everything is going on as orignialy planned. I gotta go to bed now! Bye

Hi, back from spain...i cant actually remember if i did a post about Spain yet or not considering i have a short memory:P:P So i wont talk about that in case i just repeat myself and sound boring. Anyway let me think...ahhh yes i now love hats, socks (not any normal socks but long stripey ones), shoes and high heels. Those are my favourite fashion items now (ohh yes and badges to put on my hats) my favourite couler is blue and my favourite animal is a meerkat. My hobbies are dancing, all sorts of sports, guitar, writing and dressing up strangely much to the embaressment of my friends:P. Ohh here is a oposites poem which im sure you all know shawn and sam told me this a while back... i dont remember it all but this is what i do remember...

This is a womens meeting only for men
the tickets are free so pay at the door
Grab a chair and sit on the floor
(theres meant to be a few more sentances to this paragraph but i dont remember them)

One fine day in the middle of the night
Two dead boys came out to fight
Back to back they faced eachother
Drew their swords and shot eachother
When the Deaf policeman heard all the noise
he came out and shot the two dead boys
If you dont believe my lie is true
ask the blind man he saw it to



Ahhh great poem that is, everyone knows it though and i may have got some things wrong but as i said before my memory sucks.


Well its coming up to easter so i would like to wish you all a happy easter and hope you have a great BLAH BLAH BLAH. :P i know i should talk about the whole true meaning of Easter but...but...EASTER EGGS!!!!!!! There sooo yummies well i guess thats cuz there chocolate and almost anything chocolate is great. But anyway have a gr8 easter and dont get to sick from all the chocolate now.

Just got back from Spain at about 11 yesterday... yes for those of you who dont know i went to spain for 13 days...i couldnt tell everyone as it was a surprise and no one was meant to know. I went with coffee (cathy)to vist jeanett for her b-day and of course the wonderfull Angus's (im sorry i dont feel like typing everyones name right now) but anyway we saw all the wonderfull people and had a awesome time. Most of the time was sunny apart from the last weekend which unfourtunately was when our beach trip was planned and when it started to rain that whole thing went down the toilet but anyway. Oh and now i have a new obsession with hats and badges. Well then what to say. I could get going on all about what happened but that would seriously taking me years to type it all and my poor hands feel way to tired for anything of that describtion. The people in Spain are...They are.....well they are...ill say it in the nicest way possible, they are strange:P I mean its like If your english everyone autimaticaly crowds round you (or even if your not english it dosent matter i guess:P im just typing garbage anyway) but yeah they are all very strange. I gotta go cuz aparently its late (yeah right) anyway ill post some pics later but there on a different comp now!!! bye

recently i did a post about the people i admire and i missed out one very important person...now to make it up to her this WHOLE post is dedicated to....DRUM ROLL (although its already in the title) SILVIA!!! WOOOP WOOP round of aplause... now silvia really is awesome she has always been a great friend i can always trust her and she will listen to me whine about my problems and give me usefull advise...thank you silvia for everything your awesome!!!!!!!!! need i say more?

Now hello all my blog readers (knowing me im probably talking to thin air as my blog isnt the most interesting:P) but anyhoo if you are a blog reader you would be reading this so you dont need to know about thin air and such and such!!! now im gonna talk for a bit then put up some morph picturs (no more monkey ones like earlier) my 2 fav's are the monamanda(me and the monalisa) and brangelina (brad pitt and angelina jolie) but yeah there to come later....anyway for now its talking time...what have a been up to? well technically nothing but i dont see whats stopping me from making things up?? so well a handsome prince came and took me away to an awesome castle were i could invite all my friends, i got a horse, i got a book published, i managed to keep up the diary i have started, i had tons of money and was able to spend it on coulerfull clothes and be the most coulerfull person in the word...now i look at all of these things and laugh at my self and say YEAH RIGHT YOU WISH!!!!

This is the first and last one...first for you and last for me (as this is the last pic i uploaded) but anyway its the....DRUM ROLL...MONAMANDA!!!! AHAHAHAHAH lol yeah not as funny as it was in my head and i know none of you are in stitches!!! but its kinda a funny p

Now this is jimifer!!!! jim and jenifer (cant be bothered to do there last names:P) this one is great i think they wld have actualy made a gr8 cple from watching bruce almighty but anyhoo....
BRANGELINA!! HAHAHAHA i luv this one its super creepy actually but tis funny no?

Here is zacessa....yes im sure you can guess who those 2 pplz are...zac efron and vannessa hudgens...in my opinion this just looks like a kinda cute girl!!! but anyway sorry zac but your rather feminie

well i was just on nettys blog and i found these old pics of us...i mean there arent that many but i took a couple and think there really cute!!! So here they are...btw most of them are of jeanett (the ones i took from her blog but man she was a cuute kid and a buutiful young woman HAHAHAHAH)




Ahhh these are soooo old!!!





hahaha i like this one look at nettyz cuute curls!!!! man i miss her
:D
What to say...rly what to say!!!
HAHAHAHAH we still have either that same dress here or one like it!!!!

First and foremost is my the awesome the amazwing the hilariwus (im obsessed with WWWWW'S) Cathy....

now cathy is never to grown up never to boring or to serious and always funny and a gr8 to be around....i remember the first time i met cathy i had my hair in curlers and it was at this kinda indoor playground thingy when i was like what? 5 or 6 or 7? i dont have a clue really but i remember i met her though Jeanette (who is coming up on my list soon) but we always have a fun time together although we often have different interests its fun to argue with a friend!!!! I remember this one time when i was at her house for a week with nikki and etta everyone was like primping and putting on make up but i got an eyeliner and made my self a uni-brow moustache goatee and prickles:P then messed up my hair and we took pics and in some of them surprisingly i actually lked lke a boy!
AND NOW I DONT SEE HER LIKE EVER CUZ SHE LIVES IN WOCESTER SAUCE!!!!


Jeanett (sorry netty i cant rly spell your name:p)

Well jeanett is always a laugh and i get along really well with her and i remember we would always manage to think of something new to annoy the boys or plan a big crazy sweet eating sleepover (unfourtunately the parents would never agree) she lives is SPAIN:(( which is very annoying for me considering that means since she moved i have NOT seen her:(( lala came back her mum came back jace came back kevin came back even ryan came back (not all at the same time) but the ONLY time she came back was when i was away...that really sucks...anyway moving on....

Sara

Sara is very funny and cool and the things we got up to are very weird and intriging...the most recent time i saw her was in ireland before she to moved to spain and we got all this dark make-up and we did the most hideous thing on our face and then sara had to go out and we cldnt rly get it all of and we lked...well lets just say we looked different:P. sara is awesome cuz all the years ive known her she stuck by me through everything...i mean i know other ppl who have done this but not exactly so much as sara...cuz we try and keep in contact and when she moved it wasnt like (ohh i have an idea ill do one of those cheasy film lines...) as i was sayin...although she moved it wasnt like she moved in my heart (wipes brow dramaticly) anyway looove you sara

Flight of the conchords..

yes now brett you are awesome...for those of you who dont know who they are the a band from new zealend and yes there are only 2 of them:P brett and jamaine (what names!!!!) but there songs arent all serious and boring like most of the songs nowadays and they arent screaming or shouting or being weird like some bands i know *cough cough* and they just crack me up anytime...they just rule...if yu havent seen them play u shld lk em up!!!! (ohhh i like this random shortening wrds thng!!!:P)

Mari...
now really mari should be first one my list as she is the person i really admire the most...i mean putting up with me, thats pretty tough and even the rest of my family...she is just great i mean she tells me when im wrong but we would still have a laugh about it and she would thin of something to cheer me up at the same time. She just really is awesome i mean i dont know what to say about her cuz if i start saying all the fun times together and all the things she did for me i really would be here all day so i will just settle with she is the best best bestest person and if you dont like her then i dont like you (sticks tounge out) but man its all i can do to stop myself blabbering on about her....

i only have time for one more....

Renatta

now renatta i have know almost since i moved here...we usualy talk and talk and talk while we draw dresses and socks when she comes to my house and when i go to hers we play on her kinda Wii thing although its not a Wii and you dont need remotes or controlers or anything...she is really funny and i get along really well with her but unfourtunately i dont actualy get to see her that often...fine i see her once a week at sports which is gd fun she is still in the list of ppl i admire...

i gotta go now unfourtunately but basically i admire a lot of ppl here are just a few...but to all of the ppl above IIII WUUUUV YOU!!! (WWWWW)

HERE IS SOME MONKEY CELEBRITIES ME AND ETTA MORPHED ON THIS WEBSITE EVERY TIME THE PICTURE LOADED WE BURST OUT LAUGHING...BUT COME ON ITS PRETTY FUNNY:p I HAVE SOME OTHER MORPH PHOTOS WHICH ARENT WITH MONKEYS BUT THERE NOT ON THIS COMP SO ILL POST THEM UP ANOTHER TIME...BUT ANYWAY HERE ARE A COUPLE....


Here is avril:P:P she looks hilarious in this one i think....it just reminds me of a monkey wearing eyeliner i once met...;;) but anyway....

Here is micheal jackson morphed with a monkey believe it or not poor guy...this looks just like a painting:p

Here is Jim carey:)) hahahaha its suits him perfectly....:P i mean just look at that face?? if you arent laughing at this one your crazy:P

Look whose here...miley cyrus:P:P:P 7 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU GROSSO...oh you should go on youtube and type in 7 things spoof...its 7 things guyz dont have to do this time and was done really well:P:P tis funny but anyway... this is here suposudly million dollar smile:P it may have cost that much but believe me it wasnt worth that much..

Now this dosent look much different from the oringal but its me and a monkey...i think i dont look all to bad...probably even better than the original...:P lol but anyway

Now this is none other but ashley from mary kate and ashley...ewww gross but i think she makes a great monkey though... but mary kate and ashely are soooo cheesy in all of there "best friend" "two of a kind" movies ewww.,... but anyway.

AMY WINEHOUSE....AND WELL A MONKEY:p this ones great is it not? poor amy well i dont know if she is poor but she sure looks it....

Now here are a few things i just decided to randomly put up...hope u enjoy...

Here is rod and raf, cant actually spell there full names dammit, they have weird names not in the out of ordinary weird but more just strange... anyway there awesome and both great players, rodger (WOPPEEE I SPELT IT) is really really relaxed while still putting all he has into the game yet raf ( i will not TRY and spell this just in case i make a big big big fool of myself lol) he always gives it all and you can tell by his screams (hahaha:p)


Here is Ashton Kutcher...he is hilariously funny...u may have seen him in...what happens in vegas (great movie) or cheaper by the dosen (the lazy boyfriend hank who is obsessed with himself:P) but he is a great actor and awesomly funny...

Chipmunks...cute...and i love alvin and the chipmunks im still mad at uncle ian for beng mean to the cuuutest theodore...lol it was a good movie i mean compare it to some of the idiotic stuff the world produces i mean sheesh...but i like this...

Beautiufl siberian tiger cubs...my favourite animal and ofcourse the cubs are always the cutest. arent they adorable????

Now im going to do a little bit about what i have recently been up to in the past half term... well it was sams b-day party on the sunday and i stayed for a bit of that till it got nasty (dont worry not 2 bad:P just nothing i would enjoy) and that was fun... and then i went to nikki's wait no at first she came to my house then i went there and now she is back at my house wanting to do a post on her blog so im gonna go now.... bye bye

know that the widemans are gone (sad and lonly but glad i have my own room back) i decided to do i huge room move around/cleanout sadly i lost motivation half way through and now i have a bunch of random stuff on my floor and everything is kinda weird and not in the right place i should tidy it up but i seriously dont want to anymore:P lazy me i know but anyway thats life i supose lazyness...im half asleep dont expect me to say something that makes sense ohh i feel sick and tired and of bugger of my shirts not comfortable. I bought an awesome skirt at a charity shop near nikki's it fits me perfectly is stretchy and is jeans and only cost £1:50 oh im gonna go to bed...bye bye

mmmm choclolates...yummy




Here is what i think a really cute anime picture. just found it on the internet...isnt it cute?




Here are a couple of jokes...or not exatcly jokes but just random things from the internet read and hopefully enjoy...



I MISS MARI...here is a picture of me mari and suki...i miss mari sooo much she was the best friend i could ever wish for...and she kept me inline and made sure my room was tidy. She was awesome is all i have to say (well not really:P) for those of you who knew her im sure you agree and those of you who dont im sure if you met her you would agree... i had a lot of fun times with mari, but im glad she is happy in south africa well what to say i mean she is just above awesomness. I LOVE YOU MARI!!!!!

Yes and the up coming event is charles darwins b-day, how interesting and so there is...well i think there is/will be a monkey skit to celebrate in a way of telling people HE WAS WRONG:p:p:p but anyway...what to say here is mr charles and here is the monkeyness what one earth am i saying....

Well for one a happy valentines to everyone...i know its a bit late but i forgot about posting un till now. Anyway i hope you had a good one!!! and oh yes i did post about the free hugs but that wasnt neccisarily a valentines ness!!!! anyway yeah lots of hugs and kisses to all of you out there...apart from the ones of you that i dont like (whistle whistle)
Well shawn is pushing me of the comp sorry i cant put more so i must leave i may add some more later but i may be to lazy...

hey all you people who actually bother to look on this blog:P... well today as most of you know unless you are looking at this tommorow which would make it yesterday...but anyway today was valentines and as i am a great idea person (cough cough:P:P:P) i came up with the idea of giving free hugs in luton i actually wasnt to keen on my own idea but in the end we ended up doing it and it was awesomely fun!!! we basically gave out tracts and hugged...well anyone who wanted a hug as we didnt want to hunt people down in case they got offended:P but anyway it was awesome and i got 30 hugs:P after we were out for a bout half an hour. There was this one old man who was slightly disturbing which i hugged...he was smoking and he shook a lot and he did not only hug me but also kissed me (ewwwww) sorry old man:P but i am NOT being your valentines:P:P but anyway...yeah i cant think of much more to say or as a matter of fact i feel like getting of the computer now SHOCK HORRO!!! but anyway happy valentines!!!

hey everyone...im starting my own little revoloution of coulerfull:p Ive never had any matching clothes no style at all and all randomness. So now i wear awesome socks. Coulerfullness and tight black tops (not to tight thats just gross) also next time i go on a plane i have my outfit planned call me crazy (my whole family did) but here it is... Black halterneck shirt and blue shorts with above knee stripy neon sock...my monster boot slipers (yes on a plane) and a cap. yes i am so amazingly weird. Some of you may have noticed that i dont neccisarily care what people think (unless i really look up to them) so i like to be weird and different and also as most of my friends no im not embaressed to be weird even in public. Which i like as it makes me different. I am also making a collection of movies i already have...Shes the man, What a girl wants, Honey, Grease, music and lyrics, princess diaries 1, princess diaries 2, Ace Ventura, liar liar, big fat liar, cool runnings, school of rock and a walk to remember. Not a bad collection eh? so i now proclame myself a new different person. No anyone who wants to join the revoloution raise you hand and say I!!!:p LOLZ cya later!!!

This is something i read about chris brown i mean its horrific i love you to bits and how cld he do this??? its just not right!!!! and i also heard that rihana is in hospital. And that there is a video of it.



What makes Sunday night’s arrest of singer Chris Brown over a reported domestic dispute in Los Angeles so strange is that the 19-year-old singer is known for his wild dance moves, not a wild lifestyle.

Brown, who was released on $50,000 bail late last night, has previously had a squeaky-clean image, both in his music – best known for tame, lovey-dovey hits like “Kiss Kiss” and “No Air” – and in his personal life, which has mainly been his relationship with 20-year-old singer Rihanna. (Though the Los Angeles Times is reporting that the charge of making felony threats stems from an incident early Sunday morning involving Rihanna, neither the Los Angeles Police Department, nor Rihanna’s spokespeople have confirmed that it does. Police do say in a statement that additional charges may be filed.)

Since his debut in 2005, Brown has built his reputation as a teen phenom in the Michael Jackson vein, making sure strong choreography accompanies his sugary pop hits. He gained attention at the MTV Video Music Awards for leaping from table to table during his performance and for writing his recent hit “Forever” as a reworking of a jingle for Wrigley’s Doublemint Gum, which has been using the song in its recent ad campaign.

His hit duet “No Air,” with Jordin Sparks, was nominated for a Grammy last night, but did not win. Both Brown and Rihanna were scheduled to perform at last night’s ceremonies but abruptly canceled, pressing Al Green and Justin Timberlake into service, performing “Let’s Stay Together” with Boyz II Men and Keith Urban to fill their performance slots.

Brown and Rihanna have been linked for more than a year, though they have been reluctant to discuss their relationship. Early on, Brown reworked Rihanna’s hit “Umbrella” into “Cinderella.”

On Brown’s website, his fans are taking a wait-and-see attitude before making their judgment. On Rihanna’s site, though, some have already made up their minds. “Send the right message to your fans to leave any boy who would hit you,” one poster tells Rihanna. “He does not deserve you. I will never buy another of his CDs regardless.”

Now for a while now ive told people i will run round naked in the snow. And today i did. It was absoulotly freezing cold but oh well. I made sure it was dark though...no unsuspecting peeping toms:P but yes. some people already dont believe me but i swear i did it:P

Belife it or not this is actually jim carey. HILARIOUS pic i must admit...i love it he looks so weird and funny but anyway....
Cheese, yes i like cheese it is yummy yellowy and very fatty but i loooove it.But no one shall diss cheese in my presence (remember that)

FOOTBALL WOPPPEEEE i love football and here is a picture of the buutiful ball!!!


tut tut...i mean what to write...i just decided i wld post but the only problem is i have nothing to post.:P Ummm well...

Hey everyone, im posting about my new years resoultions and what im hoping to do in the new year. And all that. It is quite i possibility that we will move to south africa this year all though it isnt finalized but that will be an amazingly new experience as i have never moved in my life!!! Anyways, my new year kinda sucked as i didnt even bother staying up as there was nothing to do and all that. But i do have a couple of resoulitions and all that stuff...

Well im gonna expand my knoledge of guitar by getting lessons with this hilarious guy called Douhg, doug, Doog (how on earth do you spell it) But anyway that shall be fun and i shall hope to do better in learing and not quitting. I will also make an effort not to be dirty and to wear clean clothes and to brush my hair and at least look slightly clean and normal:P i also will take out ALL MY CLOTHES that i dont wear and cut down on them only to buy nicer clothes (not the kinda things that my dad would like though cuz he would pick a bunch of flowery dresses) I will also make sure i finsih this post later as its dinner now and my resouloutions are all waiting in line and i must make sure to give each of them a turn... cya!

Got these from Caseys blog she found them on the internet there actually pretty funny!

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

ok well here is guy who is from my old school i have never met him but apprently he is like this huuuge show of so i added him. And i told him i was shawns mum and i was blind and we had a lot of fun but here was a recent convosations.... btw im super spastic ect and he is wow im so depressed.



wow i'm soooo Depressed says:ok
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:ok what??:?
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
ok super spastic sarcastic scorpio
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:ohhh wow you found out my yahoo email
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:*aplauds*
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
congratulations sherlock
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
w/e
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
whatever is gal talk....
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
no it isnt tell were it says that
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
hmm well try this...
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
ever seen ANY movies or ANY people actually talking to eachother or are you to cOOl for that kinda stuff?
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
wtf and ffs i dont care wat u t nk
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
well then why did you pop me up>
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
?
to show me your amazing detective skills?
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
i dont have to lidten to you so i'm out
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
wow
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:listen*
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
i love your chose of words there
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
biatch
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
but the im out was a little bit out there and kinda weird and
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:OMG
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:HE
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
YOUsuper spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
NOOOO
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
*CRYS*
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
im so terribly offened
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
now why on earth do you think your so bloody cool?

wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
deal with it
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
i dont
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
oh crap now i have to deal with someone calling me a biatch
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
i just like doing wat i can do
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:show of!!!!!

wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
thats ur poinnion and i glad i am a show off cause God made that way so if u have a problem with it then talk to so 1 eho cares
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
who
wow i'm soooo Depressed says:
8
super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:
OMG SO FROM SWEARING TO GOD MADE ME THIS WAY!!!

super spastic sarcastic scorpio says:what a freak

My fantasy land is hard to describe seeing as when i get older i would probably want to change it and then bla bla bla but for now here is what my fantasy land would be like...complete with who will come (no annoying people allowed)

Well firstly it will have 1 room which you go into with 4 doors. Each door is marked with either summer autumn spring and winter if you enter the door with that name on it you will come into a huge field which is covered in that kinda area of umm that season...At the end of the feild there is an awesome adventure playground and a free cafe. there are lost of different things to do as well like rock climing ice skating rollerblading and they all have their special places.. All my best friends are there but i share a room with mari. Its really big and we have lots of rugs around and big big big beds an amazing wardrobe and lots of different things. There is a massive mall also just downstairs. Oh their are two many things...There are concerts and football pitches and tons of interesting things around to do there is also a massive theme park:P All of this is free but there are all of my best friends and of course mari now remember life isnt fun without competetion so in my fantasy land there are prices for clothes (i have the most money mwahahaha) and there are some annoying people who you can diss mean people and stuff mwahahaa again well listen thereis to much to add so im just gonna end here cya later

The secret launguage of girls can ofen differ but in my opinion this is the genral way it goes...

Joke/teaseing = i have a crush on you

Trying to avoid = please go away i really think your gross:P

Try to impress = i really care what you think of me please like me

now these are like only 3 as i dont wanna try and talk for all girls but i think these 3 aply to almost all girls i dont know if its really true but im guessing it is....

ill post about kenya later

?/?/?/?/?/?/ now tell me how many of you have felt that your life is just a bunch of question marks and dashes?? like sure you dont have the worst life but you want something more...something exciting something that you enjoy and something that will never end...havent you ever wanted to freeze a moment then replay it over and over again forever... or known a friend who you had always wished to stay with but who leaves! i guess thats kinda what i feel in a way i know im kinda wining...but mari left and i had gotten really close to her and sometimes i feel like i know my life isnt bad but its not what i want its not what i need its something that i have and isnt like terrible or horrific but just it feels wrong routine feels wrong life feels wrong...it just feels wrong...i dont know exactly how to put this its just i kinda feel whats the point? what am i gonna be excited about? who am i gonna look foward to seeing? what am i going to look foward to doing...so far with me its nothing..nothing nothing nothing just a bunch of ???????'s and i wont go into all the details right now but lets just say i havent been to happy this month but anyway im whining:P bye bye

I dont know why i titled this post will you as i dont even know what its about yet but hey! Well lets see in the x-factor diana vickers went out...jls eoughan (i think thats how he spells it) alex and jls...i want jls to win, in there last performance the cuutest one who is super duper small and cute did a flip (no trampolines lol) and then started dancing i thought it was gd!!!!! and then mari is going home super soon and its really depressing!!! i loves her so much so im not gonna think about it. Anyway other news...in winnie the pooh style...think think think...well im going to kenya soon and i know ohh and aww at me and think im weird all you like but im not actually looking foward to it i have my reasons but i wont go into them right now! And i watched notting hill which i really like considering i like hugh grant and Julia Robberts and so it kinda clicked with me and it looks like it was goodiez!!!! But yeah and i have recently been accused (on numarable occasions) of being immature but in my words...be a kid while you can be an adult when you get there!!! not like its a amazingly great saying its just something i decided on a while ago:P i dunno really what to right so i guess ill leave it here byeziez and ill try and post more now!!!